Now that I feel fat and disgusting, here's a real post as to WHY I haven't been on in so long.

I have no excuses. I need to be held accountable for my own actions.

I have severe Manic Depression, and it comes and goes every few months.

I've noticed that one thing can throw off my motivation for up to 48 hours.

I'm on a mood stabilizer now, and things have gotten better, but things aren't perfect.

I recently became single, of my own accord.

I just needed less stresses, and needed to focus on my health, spending time with Sery, and working on my mental health, so I can go back to school in January, with a fresh and motivated outlook.

Hopefully I'll keep up with this thing, and stay on track!

MIA no longer

Well, so I got off my healthy kick. Way off. I didn't go to the gym for almost 5 months. Blegh. My body shows it's unhappiness for me becoming a quitter, too. Depression is a horrible thing for me. And sometimes staying motivated is where I fall short.

But nonetheless, I'm back on my feet and trying. And I don't ever try half-assed. So here's to hoping that I can manage to stay on schedule this time!

 

Chest : 43 and 1/4"

Last measured in march : 44 and 7/8" 

 

 

Thighs : 47 and 7/8"

Last measured in march : 29 and 5/8"
(For ONE, where-as I measured around the widest part of my thighs as a whole, rather than individually this time.)

 

 

Waist : 44 and 3/8"

Last measured in march : 38 1/2"  

 Hips : 51 and 1/8"

Last measured in march : 50 and 5/8" 

My last recorded weight in March was 235.4 lb. I am now 240.8 lb.