Now that I feel fat and disgusting, here's a real post as to WHY I haven't been on in so long.

I have no excuses. I need to be held accountable for my own actions.

I have severe Manic Depression, and it comes and goes every few months.

I've noticed that one thing can throw off my motivation for up to 48 hours.

I'm on a mood stabilizer now, and things have gotten better, but things aren't perfect.

I recently became single, of my own accord.

I just needed less stresses, and needed to focus on my health, spending time with Sery, and working on my mental health, so I can go back to school in January, with a fresh and motivated outlook.

Hopefully I'll keep up with this thing, and stay on track!